25 YEARS!!!!

I had a horrible epiphany (sp?) this afternoon. For 25 years I have obsessed about one issue...can you guess what it is? Yup, you got it. HOLY CRAP! (sorry for the offensive word) but wow! That has been a lot of time wasted (or waisted). It really hit me like a ton of bricks and I am a little sickened by this revelation. So I am done, really really done! I either need to be okay with myself or do something. This has made me really mad! Apparently I need to decide because it is just so wrong to spend so much time and effort on this anymore. Don't you agree?